So it has been a good while since I last posted, and undoubtedly I've lost any fans I may have ever had. None the less, I am back, with a vengeance!
To express my mood more clearly, here's the good boys from Weezer:
Weezer - Pork and Beans
Ah that line, "Imma do the things that i wanna do/ I ain't got a thing to prove to you."
What has kept me from posting lately, is a great wondering, about the future, about my career, about my brain, the usual crap. And with that comes anxiety, etc. But that has all amounted to me not knowing what to do about this blog and about all my activities.
Well, I can go with Weezer's answer, maybe.
(Just once more, a good hand of applause for those Weezer kids. Excellent, excellent band. Now musically, they pull off some pretty complex and well-performed material. But that alone doesn't give them the greatness they have. They're one of the few bands whose lyrics play an immensely positive role in the impact of their songs. I mean, come on "I'm going to eat my candy with pork and beans!" Now I couldn't understand all the lyrics of that song, but I understood enough for the psychic impact to be magnified many fold. That's not to say they're flawless. I haven't heard a bad Weezer song, but I've heard some so-so ones (Beverly Hills, for example). Yet they've really pulled off some classics, and if you want some examples of that, check out some of the previous posts I've done involving Weezer, here, also here, and finally here.)
But "whatever I wanna do" is an answer that does contain some flaws. What is it that I want to do? Hmmmm?
Well what the Lord wills, but then again there's a lot the Lord wills.
Well, perhaps what I want to do is just try out some of those good stuff that seem to intrigue me in a place I like, and do the best I can with that.
That's a poor answer really.
Ah, maybe I'll eat some pork and beans, and some CANDY!
5 months ago