Sometimes not knowing is okay, Not this time though

Ah, but what if knowing is not showing then what I ask you then what?
Still I remain perplexed on an emotion.
Unable to grasp it in my hand
Slim and slip away
Shimmer
Don't it?

Vaguarity is an issue, or not, since it's not a word
But the big matter
Is a matter of time
And space
The here and the now being the obstacles
To reflection and reorientation
Or overcoming

But what then is there to overcome
And what is

What then

What

Ah, beautiful chaos

Even more beautiful were it not in my head